Have you ever wanted to run away from your current life?

That’s how I feel right now. I just want to go on vacation for a month or even a cruise and get away from all the mayhem and bullshit.

I just want to relax, take it easy, and leave all my worries behind. Things are getting pretty stressful. Time is ticking away and even that is stressful to think of.

Personal issues…we all have them. Mine are, let’s just say, suffocating me at the moment. Just feels like I can’t breathe and find myself.

I need to go to the ocean or even a lake. The water soothes me and lets me think clearly. Nothing else in the world will ever do the magic that it does to me.

Ya I know…crazy talk here, but it’s true. That’s my “sane” place to go. I need to go to it soon…very soon before I completely lose it.

I’m so tempted to buy a plane ticket, pack my stuff, and leave without telling anyone in my family until the actual departure time. Maybe then, they’ll all wake up and see the bigger picture.