Wow…last night I had a crazy conversation with someone very close to me. We talked all the way up to 5:00am which is when I headed to bed.

The crazy thing is that what I’ve learned has to remain a secret. But honestly…it shocked me more than words can say. And yes…it does deal with my immediate family. I didn’t sleep at all either. I just kept thinking about these things and it just consumed every thought I had.

The thing that’s even more crazier is that it somewhat deals with my nephew (see photo off to side). I really want to write out what I learned but my lips are sealed. I can’t. It’s too crazy and would affect lots of people around me.

I just wish that the family member it deals with becomes more open to sharing things that are going on in life and have trust in me. I’m really close with this person yet they don’t fully confide in me and leave out important things. Do I understand why they are doing so? No, I don’t because we use to share everything. *sigh*

Okay…that’s all I’m saying.

Wow…my parents just filled me in on some information about my uncle. He’s a big guy and has struggled with his weight for years. To be honest, the only way I know of him is being as big as he is.

The crazy thing is that he just lost 40LBS!! I’m in shock and so happy for him!! He didn’t take any weight loss pills or anything like that. It was just by controlling what he ate. Basically, he stopped eating lots of sweet stuff and bread too.

Losing 40lbs is amazing, especially for him. I am so happy and hope he continues on with the weight loss!!

I have been so busy making rosaries. I absolutely love making new ones with different beads and pearls. I’m even thinking about trying Akoya pearls for my next one.

I made a gorgeous blue rosary for my nephew. Now my older sister wants one too. Plus, I owe one to my close friend too. The problem is, I’m running low on eye pins, beads, and a few other materials I need.

Time to jump on Ebay and see what goodies I can find.

Man, it would be so nice to live like a celebrity! Seriously. I mean, some of them even have their own home theater furniture and basically have their own movie theater in their house. They even have those big popcorn machines and a huge television to go with the feeling of being in the theater.

I would totally want to have that in my house. Seriously…how cool would that be!! You can invite friends over for a great movie night and cook up some yummy fresh popcorn and everything. Of course we can all do something similar but much smaller, but have the money to get all that “bigger” things would be nice.

Can you imagine being mortgage lenders

? I wonder how much they make and how many people they have to deal with all the time!

Like, people buy new houses all the time. Half of those people can’t even afford the house, so they get a mortgage. Insane I think. I wouldn’t buy a house if I couldn’t afford it. That’s so messed up.

Yeah okay…I can understand why people get them and all, but I personally wouldn’t be able to do it. I have to have enough money to purchase something or else I won’t. I don’t want to get caught up in all these debts and whatnot. Too much hassles.

I sometimes envy people when they have awesome things that I would love to have in my own home. Like for my cousin for instance. She has gorgeous walk in bathtubs in her house.

Two that I counted. They are so huge too!! Too bad I haven’t had a chance to stay over and use them. Now that would be awesome since it has a jacuzzi too.

Sometimes I wish I had more room in my house. I’m being serious. Even though my house is huge, there’s just not even room for things anymore. I want to have my own workout room but can’t because all the rooms are full.

Having my own workout room would give me the opportunity to get an elliptical, weights, and a few other equipment I wanted. Then I can also place my gazelle glider and my ab roller in that room too.

I’m sure having a room like that would motivate me more into staying in shape. *sigh*…there’s no room though.